faith

Guy Sebastian - Taller, Stronger, Better

2009-01-19T01:48:00.001-08:00

Pindah rumah again....

2008-09-23T19:31:00.000-07:00

hear ye, hear ye!!
i've moved to http://sharonlimsoonai87.blogspot.com/ as the pasture is greener there :D :D

Word Of God Speak

2008-09-14T08:37:00.001-07:00

Lifehouse Broken music video

2008-09-13T22:54:00.001-07:00

this song just arrowed evrything in me...

Lord, i'll wait if it's all i hv to do

2008-09-13T09:56:00.000-07:00

a good friend once told me tat weddings would b bitter for those who are not yet in a relationship as they grow older, as i told him that i love weddings and all the atmosphere of it then. this made me realise tat there's this other side of weddings which some ppl hv to struggle with.... so, prayerfully i dun hv to suffer it for long....hahaha....*cough cough bleak* x_x

however, it was not so long ago tat i bugged Him on that question regarding my future as in relationship. yes yes, for all u out there reading this...i'm human too u know...i'm not gonna b a nun for crying out loud -.-'' sheesh....when i told chubes he was like "U LIKE SOMEONE???" duno to laugh or cry....

anyway ya...i guess He was like super sick with me bugging Him bout it and just slammed this verse in my face as i was doing quiet time. Psalm 27:13-14....

I am still confident of this:
I will see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living.
Wait for the LORD;
be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD.

it's like....*SLAP* into the face by Him saying "OI WOMAN! WAIT LA!! I'M NOT SITTING HERE SHAKING LEGS AND DRINKING COFFEE K" hahaha....wat comfort. but, true...at least i'm sure of what's going on now.... :) so, no matter how hard, Lord help me b patient and i'll wait if it's all i hv to do!!! *breathe*

Dare you to move_ Switchfoot (string quartet version)

2008-09-13T00:32:00.001-07:00

coolness ^^

21..21? 21!!!

2008-09-10T02:06:00.000-07:00

it has been a few days ago since i finally turned 21....

21,21,21, what a number.... it was not so long ago that i wished i was older, so, i could enjoy the "freedom" of adulthood, do whatever i want, be whatever i be. it was not so long ago, that i wished i grow up fast, so i can conquer the world!!! LOL.... yea...it was not that so long ago too, that i realize that i'm growing up alright...growing up fast...a little too fast.

i cant help but wonder....what would it be in the future? will i do well in my practical next year? will i make a difference as a teacher? where would i be when i'm 25? would i be married by then? what would i be doing? whom will i meet? will i be the same? .... on and on it goes.... i am growing up fast...

looking at myself....i see a 15 year old girl staring back at me....sure, there may b a few extra lines on my face; sure, there may b some changes in the way i think; sure, my character may hv changed a little; sure, i may dress a little differently now....but, i still feel the same....same old me....just another year older....another year into reality.

looking back...man...life never seem to skip a beat...it was one adventure aftr another...one chapther aftr another....and i treasure evry bit of it. i sud live for now, the present, live for God who knows the future. do my best for now and hand Him the future. it's all i can do....all i can say...He will carry me through each and evry day.

i'm 21 now.... :) hooray!!

His wish for us~

2008-09-07T23:11:00.000-07:00

Everyone longs to give himself completely to someone: to have a deep soul relationship with another; to be loved thoroughly and exclusively. But, God to a Christian says, no, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled, and content with being loved by Me, alone. With giving yourself totally and unreservedly to Me. To having an intensely personal and unique relationship with Me, alone. Discovering that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found, will you be capable of the perfect human relationship that I plan for you.

You will never be united with another until you are united with Me, really united with another, exclusive of anyone, or anything else, exclusive of any other desires or longings. I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing...one that you cannot imagine.

I want you to have the best, please allow Me to bring it to you. Just keep watching Me...expecting the greatest things. Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I Am. And keep listening and learning the things I tell you.

You just wait, that's all...wait. Don't be anxious, don't worry, don't look around at the things that others have gotten or I have given them. Don't look at the things you think you want. Just keep on looking off and away to Me, or you will miss what I want to show you. And then, when you are ready , I'll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than anything you would dream of.

You see, until you are ready and until the one I have for you is ready, and I am working even at this moment to have both of you ready at the same time. Until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me and the life I prepare for you, you won't be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with Me. And this is perfect love. And, dear one, I want you to have the most wonderful love.

I want to see in you, in the flesh a picture of your relationship with Me. And I want you to enjoy materially, the everlasting union and beauty and perfection and love that I offer you with Myself. I know that I love you utterly. I am El Shaddai-most loving Father, God Almighty. Believe it and be satisfied and I will satisfy you.

Author unknown

Custom-made

2008-08-26T08:50:00.000-07:00

It's been years since I've thrown that piece of gem which I treasured so much into the sea; Into the vast unknown; Into eternity. That piece which nearly brought me into near insanity, to self-absorbtion, to lust; yet, it brought me tempermental joy, social envy and acception of sort. Wearing it around my neck brought me so much pleasure, yet, its colour and cold surface dejects its wearer. This piece of "gem", nothing more than a piece of plactic jewellary after much inspection is now no more.

Walking along the shores which I once treaded, looking around for hints as I trying to trace back memories and feelings of long ago. Which in reality, not so long ago. Skies of baby blue is now turned orange; Young treelings are now fully grown after much sun and rain; The wind does not bring the sweet fragrence of flowers which it used to as it sweep its chilly cold body over me; The sand beneath my feet fails to soothe and warm my feet as it used to; The life and activity on the beach is now barren...in short, lifeless. Has everytyhing lost its touch? Has time changed its surrounding so much till I can't adapt? Or, Is it just me changing?

I think its both.
I

wonder where did it landed now...in the depth of the sea? washed on shore in some far off land? picked up by fate? I wonder...I wonder...Strecthing my sight across the now sparkling sea, reflecting the sun's rays as its seeps into the horizon, admiring the awesome scenary before me, I noticed something glimmered in a different tone, out shining the rest. Curiousity got the better of me.

Upon the sight of my target, I could only stand from a distance, staring at it thoughtfully, doubtfully and questionably. As lo and behold, it was the "gem" which I has disposed of, that not so long ago. Memories flooded back like a dam unleashing its waters; Feelings of yonder soar in heights as it flew once again. I'm tempted; Tempted to pick it up and own it once again; Tempted to say "Just this once..."; Tempted to turn back to the past.

Then it happened. Another being appeared without my knowing, bent down and scooped it up with her tender hands, admiring it as it shone with pride, holding it as if it were her own.

Jelousy stormed over me, raining drops of asid. Why didn't I take it when I had the chance? Why don't I just take it out of her hands? Why? WHY? why? Why can't I have a gem which compliments me? Which I rightfully own... Struggling with myself; my desires; my wants. I had moved on. I did what was right though it was hard and when no one understand. I was strong. What is happening to me now? I need that strength once again. That strength to move from that spot, from going back to the past, from desiring something which is not mine, from just being impatient in finding my own gem.

Amist my mourns and groans and questions, a gentle hand rested on my shoulders; A gentle voice told me that He's all I need, that I need to trust Him to get THE special gem for me. I crumpled into His loving arms, sobbing, as He stroke my hair and whispering words of ensurement and encouragement over me. It was then I remembered...He's all I need. He has the power, He has the strength, He's capable of getting a gem for me, as He's a craftsman...who shapes minerals into gems. All I need to do is allow Him to choose and fashion it for me as I wait patiently.

In time...just wait...I'll have my own custom-made gem.

Point of Difference

2008-08-15T20:27:00.001-07:00

collge camp!!! 29th August - 1st September!! come!!

Missions Trip in Raub....Final Day

2008-08-05T21:09:00.000-07:00

Missions Trip in Raub...Day2

2008-07-26T21:28:00.001-07:00

Missions Trip in Raub...Day1

2008-07-22T06:32:00.001-07:00

Daniel Bedingfield - If you're not the one (US version)

2008-06-28T22:48:00.001-07:00

i don't really listen to the radio and all but somehow this song is kinda catchy...well...to me anyways :p

FGA Singapore~~

2008-06-28T22:33:00.000-07:00

woohoo...group pic~~

hmm....huge ancient wheel... :p

aiyok....ter-blocked sikit pulak...

Carl's Jr in Singapore!!

oops...head cacat abit....

backgroud view of sentosa island....

these are all the pics i hv....still, life has never been this interesting and eye opening....thank you, you bunch in Singapore!! love you guys a whole bunch!!

Passion World Tour - Kuala Lumpur, 2008

2008-06-28T22:18:00.001-07:00

come join us!! rm 20 only!! limited seats.... age 18-25 only!! sunway convention centre!!

Switchfoot: This is Home - Music Video from Prince Caspian

2008-06-28T21:29:00.001-07:00

love it...

Alvin And The Chipmunks - Apologize: Timbaland

2008-05-10T22:39:00.001-07:00

2008-01-30T05:43:00.000-08:00

life have been on the fast lane lately...college camp,christmas,new year, start of new semester,ldrs retreat and now chinese new year!! wah.....cant even sit and breathe properly before i go on to my next task.... @.@

this semester is super stressing, loads of assigmts plus the fact that i'm taking 2 majoring subjects and 2 important subjects....which makes the whole idea of getting a good rest aftr class impossible. another problem would b the existence of impossible group members for assigmt. SIGH!! this irritating member problem just would'nt end here for me!! evry semester sure got one weirdo in my group and it's driving me nutz!!! this time is a chinese girl, who claims she teaches english tuition and wants to major in english.....does not hv a clue how bad her english is!! she agrees to go for meeting and gives excuses evry last minute before the meeting. once was a 5 minutes before meeting fever, another time was hv work to do, the last straw was opting to take her car for service then to come for meeting!!! argh!!! and ppl say i'm a patient person....no siree...this patient person is on her last string of patience before she blows!! God help me!!!! oh, she's vry rude as well....."plz", "may i...", "thank you" is not in her vocabulary.....if so, it would b used with a sharp edge in it. one more thing, she is a really pretty girl.......but, who cares!!! with attitude like that......man...i seriously wonder!! well, that is the lousy part of my life.....ppl juz cant get any weirder and irritating....i guess i really need all the holidays i can get to unwind.......somehow, i juz noticed that weird ppl oni show and immerge themselves in colleges and universities......

I got it from my mamak

2008-01-21T05:02:00.001-08:00

WAHLAUUUUUU....

life must go on...2008 bring it on!

2008-01-01T23:10:00.000-08:00

2007 had been a great year. looking back wondering if i'd played good throughout the year, scanning every episode, reflecting on the emotions and lessons learnt, closing my eyes and reliving the memories...i realized that throughout the hussle and bussle of life, throughout all my complaints, tears and throughts, God had been there, crafting evry single event of my life, making sure that lessons taught were learnt, making sure that evry tears were caught in His hands and that i grow through the events in life. and surely, i believe i did. family members and close old friends going back to be with the Lord;facing new challenges in uni each semester;close friends moving on overseas and so on. each of these had been a discouragement at one point, however, it did not distroy me but only brought me closer to Him. 2008, another year full of challenges and adventures; another year whereby changes will occur too...But with Him i'd definately pull through...thanks to my bunch of friends who are always there for me!! Happy New Year!! God bless :) May our friendship last forever by Nicholas Gordon

May our friendship last forever;
May I sail upon your sea.
May we go through life together;
May there always be a "we."
May I be your endless sky;
May you breathe my gentle air.
May you never wonder why
Each time you look for me, I'm there.

May we be for each a smile
Like the warm, life-giving sun;
Yet when we're in pain awhile,
May our suffering be one.
May we share our special days,
The happiness of one for two;
And if we must go separate ways,
Let my love remain with you.

So Close Jon Mclaughlin

2007-12-02T01:15:00.001-08:00

i love this song from "Enchanted". u can ignore the video....the song is the one u sud listen to. :) i wan a McDreamy too!!!

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far...

2007-12-01T22:04:00.001-08:00

Enchanted - Happy Working Song

2007-12-01T21:55:00.001-08:00

so fun!! so fun!!

Enchanted l Carrie Underwood Music Video

2007-12-01T21:42:00.001-08:00

this movie brings back so much so much awesome memories and revived my dream of ever ever after.....love this movie...

My Baby in Shining Armour^^

2007-11-30T21:40:00.000-08:00

aih.......so cute till i melt when looking at him....sooooo cute!!!!! goodness!!!! he even coo when we spoke to him.....i love him. eventhough i found out that hving a kid is super not easy.....(now i know how my mom feels...).....i still love baby-sitting him. juz sitting there watching him sleep is enough to brighten my day!!!

he likes to suck his tumb.....

baby: "watcha looking at punk?..."

baby: "my tumb tastes yummy!!!"

sweet dreams....zzzzzzz

he's as cute as a teddy bear!! *melts*

baby Trevor

2007-11-26T23:24:00.000-08:00

hahaha in regrads of my previous previous post....of all the baby items.....hahaha belle noo...my mom is not pregnent lolness. well to stop the suspence.....my mom has juz started baby-sitting today!!! goodness the baby is super cute!!!!! and he's a boy :D evrything about him is juz so fasinating!! somehow....my brother who is on holidays now....managed to make him sleep when he's carrying trevor.....as for me.....hahahah i juz duno how to make him sleep >.<>

Unlock Camp 2007

2007-11-26T23:06:00.001-08:00

come one and all for our annual Youth Church College camp!! it's only RM130. 20th-23rd Dec 2007! trust me it wud b worth it^^ any enquires plz ask me personally la:)

coming soon....

2007-11-06T07:31:00.000-08:00

what?? what are all these?? what's happening sharon??? hehehehe.....these stuff are all sitting nicely in my house now and these stuff are to tease your senses....and NO I'M NOT PREGNANT!! sheesh.....hahaha....so go ahead and guess :)

bath tub?

small clothes and rattling toys...

tiniest sock....so cute!!!

bath mat??

diapers??

to be continued.....soon.....ehehehhehe....muahahahaha....i'm so happy!!!

Rising up

2007-11-03T22:38:00.000-07:00

“I’m good!” I answered enthusiastically. I’m trying to be strong, giving my self-confidence a boost and pretending everything would be alright after answering in a positive manner. I’m lying again. Concerned, yet unable to detach any loopholes, my best friend then moved on to another topic as I sat quietly at the other end drifting off into deep thoughts…

Birds chirping gaily as they flew from tree to tree; a cool breeze swept through the land enabling the dried up leafs on the ground to momentarily take flight; the sun, for once was not scorching yet provided a warm tingly feeling to its receivers. For any trouble free soul, this would be a perfect day. Unfortunately, it was not the case for both of us.

“Why? Why? Why must it end this way?” I demanded pleadingly ignoring the curious stares of a bunch of girls. I needed answers, anything. Instead, silence, which brought chills down my spine, greeted me. Irritated, impatient and close to tears, I repeated myself hoping against hope that the answer would not be what I think it would be.

“It’s because of you!” he finally replied. “It’s because you chose other things over me!”, “It’s because you had hurt me repeatedly with your uncertainties!”, “Mainly, it’s because you chose a different path!”

I could not belief my ears. I was dumb struck. I was furious, confused but still determined. “No, you have got it all wrong! Let me explain.” I shook my head vigorously. Trying hard to catch a glance of his eyes I added, “I mean, we could still be friends right?” Looking up from the ground, two emotionless eyes met mine, which pierced through my heart like a double edged sword as he answered dryly: “No. we can never turn back time. You have chosen your path and so have I.” With that, he got up and walked away without a second look.

Like the shattering of glass was the feeling of my heart, which broke into a million pieces without repair and to pick up the pieces would only hurt even more as the pieces of glass cuts those who dares touches it. I was defenseless, hurt and tired. I could not move. Soon, tears fell down my cheeks like pearls detached from a string of a necklace. I had to. I had to let go. This was the end of my relationship with my childhood sweetheart and a new beginning to an unknown future.

“Sharon, so what do you think I should wear to the ball? The red one or the black?” my best friend asked gleefully, unaware that I was not paying attention. The sudden call of my name brought me back to the present. “Oh, err…black?” I replied cautiously as to avoid being caught easily, for I have my pride to keep. “Awesome! I was thinking the same thing too!” she squealed and continued explaining to me the texture and fabric used to make the dress, as I once again drifted off on my own…

It has been four years since that event and in the process had rejected those who had been willing to take the place, promising to love to the very end. I was too stubborn, doubtful and too scared to be hurt once more and to even trust again, as I’m once bitten twice shy. But deep in my heart, I’m still hoping against hope that my prince charming would come soon and put me out of my misery. None have accomplished, except him, Derek. Jet black hair, soft brown eyes, wide gentle and inviting smile, snow white teeth, tanned skin and a masculine figure which would take the breath of every girl in his path. Derek, he is every girl’s dream.

Being a soldier that had seen the horrors of the battle field and experienced wounds that left scars, I was not interested to get involved. However, he swept me off my feet with his care free, compassionate and sincere character. How could I, a mere human resist?

Slowly, we became great friends, enjoying each others company, sharing everything from our favorite food to our deepest darkest secrets. Personally, I grew quite found of him and was even certain that he might be the one. I was happy. I was free. I am finally trusting, loving again.

But, all these came to an erupted change on that one fateful day…

“Hey Derek, how are you? It’s been awhile since we talked.” I asked happily as I hopped into his car. It has been three weeks since we met. Turning slightly to face me, Derek answered awkwardly “Everything is o.k.” and without another word, he turned away and concentrated on the road. Confused, I tried again “So, what have you been up to?” “Nothing.” was the last and only reply he gave. At that, pin drop silence accompanied us all the way to our destination.

It was days later that I found out that his change of attitude towards me was due to a little misunderstanding, and he was just being unreasonable by ignoring and avoiding me. Countless times I tried to bring up the matter to him, but nothing seemed to work out. With that, we stop speaking to each other for months.

“Sharon? Sharon? You still with me?” Evelyn, my best friend asked gently. “Is there anything bothering you?” “If you want to talk about it, I’m always here.” “If not, do you need some time alone?” Startled from my thoughts and touched by the warmth shown, I could not hold back any longer. I wept. Evelyn, my bosom friend, my sister, my very best friend who is willing to be with me through thick and thin, sat at the other end quietly, listening, understanding my need by just being there for me. “I’ll pray for you” she whispered. “Remember Him. He knows. He catches your tears. He hurts even more when you hurt.” “I’ll pray with you.” “I’ll pray for you.” Evelyn reassured me and wept along with me.

In life there are ups and downs, laughter and tears; People can provide love, assurance, care and take it all away leaving you with nothing. Then, to whom and where would you turn to? I’ve found my strength. I’ve found my redeemer. I’ve found my Father, lover and friend. He is my Abba Father. He is my God. He feels, knows and understands. He loves till the very end. He’ll walk us down this road filled with despair and bring us to great heights, just and only if we allow Him to.

We can gain the whole world…but can you keep your sanity and soul in the process? We can search the whole world for love and acceptance…but can you guarantee it’ll last? Life would not be easy. I would definately hurt again. But, I’m up for the challenge with faith, trust, hope and love, because I’ve found my eternity, my reason to live, and my destiny. Have you?

Next Level Lifehouse Everything Skit

2007-10-27T21:47:00.001-07:00

i got this from belle's blog....really really touched me and spoke to me....hope it'll bless u as well :)

Something for the Rugby Fans!

2007-10-15T21:42:00.001-07:00

my jaws were left open....

are u tat proud of ur broken english?

2007-10-08T21:55:00.000-07:00

juz came back from class and m totally frustrated and disappointed. why? well, it's totally ironic, funny and immature when i think back about it but watta do.....ppl....can nvr change them.

well, was hving a group presentation today, so, as usual, the english speaking of the whole class wud b bad....and i mean it.....and naturally both my friend and i wud b fluent coz we were brought up in an english educated environment. generally, it's bad enough we had to stress our brains to understand whatever that those ppl are presenting in front.....as they find it hard to express their understanding into proper english.....in return, ironically, they find it hard to understand proper english (which is also bad enough adding on to the load of "badness")....the worst thing is that they cud actually make faces at us when we were presenting and speaking proper, understandable english which the lecturer likes and does'nt make fun of.

so, bottom line, WHAT IS THEIR FREAKING PROBLEM??? well, is tat ur attitude??? sud'nt u ppl improve urself and not make faces at ppl who can?? jeez....i'd really wana c how u survive in ur jobs with broken, un-understandable english. ironically, we are talking about university level students who are going to be teachers here!!

i'm so disappointed......vry disappointed.....

Do you know - Enrique Iglesias (ping pong song)

2007-10-08T02:46:00.001-07:00

the printer juz cutted my thumb!! sounds silly right? but it's true!! *pout* hehe...ya the pingpong song...specially for u clare :p

Jesus - Mary Did You Know Video - The Passion

2007-09-23T04:50:00.001-07:00

get ready ur tissues...

Hillsong United-The Stand (The Passion)

2007-09-22T08:09:00.001-07:00

i pray this would remind and speak to all as it had spoken to me..

God's little gift

2007-09-20T06:37:00.000-07:00

It's been a real mundane week...aside from "finally" getting sick....nothing really happens....it's just wake up, eat, go uni, lunch, watch some TV, do some work, dinner, TV and sleep. argh...not so fun right?

after a hearty dinner, my brother came into the house all of a sudden beaming and calling me to go out to the garden and look up. half expecting something worth my energy getting up the couch and half thinking he's mad, i got up and walked gingerly out and looked up. to my pleasure, it was a rainbow!! not juz any rainbow, it was a FULL rainbow, plus a another half rainbow above it juz behind my house. somehow, i felt happy....not juz because it's been a long while since i've seen one....it also reminded me bout God's promise...nothing more...juz "God's promise".....that He'll see me through no matter wat...that He'll always be there for me....that He'll be the shoulder i cry on.....that He'll love me for who i am....that He'll always be my big daddy whom i can be a baby to.... aih...life's been really a roller coaster ride....keeping a smiling face just cant get anyone far. i'm accepting that i've grown...nearing full adulthood...but i'm sure i'll survive :)

thank God :)

Sick again~~

2007-09-15T23:54:00.000-07:00

eyes watering, throat sore, flam stuck somewhere between my throat, breathing like i need freash air-- i'm sick!! T.T aih...y la....i guess it's the result of not enough of water and sleep...geez...i don't feel so super now....need rest....pray for me ya :)

noooooooo!!! my com hates me!!!

2007-09-02T20:07:00.000-07:00

aih...guess what?? i'm actually using the com in my uni to be online....so sad....all sorts of nonsense going on while i sit here and do my work! 10 ppl blasting tamil music as loud as possible at the same time, ppl gosipping bout anything under the sun, ppl walking in and out, handphones ringing all over....etc. tell me...how in the world am i gonna concentrade man!!! argh....thanks to my internet connection that went crazy all of a sudden and CPU that decided to finally quit on me after giving me month of "self-shutdown-and-restarting-service"....now i'm stuck here trying hard to do my work...but ended up surfing the net, browsing blogs, checking accounts and updating this blog. -.-'' aihs....so not fun... i wan my com and internet back!!! i wan to surf the net in the comfort of my own house!! no fair!!! T.T

start of year 2

2007-08-29T22:38:00.000-07:00

hahaha....i've basically nothing much to post about. results for my last sem had been out dy (praise God for the marks i got!!!) and fair enough, classes started dy. this semester is kinda different as the lects i've got seems kinda ok (for once). so means, more work...noooooooooo.....hahaha....it's juz the 1st week of class...i hv a course forum waiting for me to do dy....ish....then again, i cant say tat i'm vry busy as well....coz it's juz the beginning of the semester hahaha.... well...it's year2 of my degree....so cant complain....aih... :p

ehehe....was kinda bored...so decided to do the test i found in belle's blog.....it's quite true for me.... har har har....so dun simply say anything to me, coz i'm sensitive!!! lolness.....jeez the boredom is getting to me... -.-**

Your Sensitivity Score: 64%

You are a highly sensitive person. Pretty much everything effects you.
You are tuned into the vibe around you, and someone's bad mood can bring you down.
But you also easily share in someone's joy - whether you know them or not.

Are You Extremely Sensitive?

moving on to greater heights

2007-08-25T23:06:00.000-07:00

So many things unthinkable, uncomprehensive, unimaginable, beyond phantom is happening everyday....things you cant beleive that would happen to you is being made true....prophecies coming to past.... the thought of it is mind-boggling.

Fears, of the inability to handle the situation, the task, the position is raw and real, and all the what if this...? what if that...? goes through the mind without fail. ah, the reality that i'm so human begins to dawn in me, as the care-free moments fade away.

A small spark of hope still blaze and beleive that it can be done and yes, it's true that if only i take the 1st step of faith, then only God will reveil the next step to take. Yes, i'm only human, which makes me yearn and depend on His strength and mercy and wisdom more.

I'm moving on to greater heights. Looking on beyond the horizon. Setting my sights on the goal. Believing that it can be done, as I hv both God and dear friends to count on.

Yes, i'm moving on.

College ball at Ritz!!

2007-08-16T23:14:00.000-07:00

wakakaka...finally had the mood to upload the pics. :p oh well....it takes long for the pics to load into the com mar...so lazy lar...cant blame me right?? hehehe....well...here are the pics which i managed to get from my own cam and frm angel's hp cam.....other then that....i duno *ahem...but *cough....ppl hv'nt *cough...send to me....*cough....yet.... hehehe....u know who u r.... >.<>

so, we'll start wit 3 beautiful babes posing with The Ritz's......thing..... :p

Angel babe looking stunning that night ^^

LOOK!! LOOK!! Prettyla in a dress!! and she looks pretttyyy!!....(darn...sud have taken her in the full dress..)

Karen, David (dun ask me...i duno what he's doing with his tie -.-''), me and Prisc!!

Esther, Yuen (thx for doing make-up for me :D) and ME!! :p

Grace, me and........what is he doing there??

Ricey, looking hot in make-up and dress...... Super-Gorgeous kid!!

group pic!!

Super-Gorgeous kid, take two!! :D

It's black, It's white....

Winson (i still cant help laughing at ur excuses for not coming for the ball), chubes and well...u know by now...Super-Gorgeous kid!!

Chubes and Esther :)

Peek-a-boo!! well i guess tat's all for now :) until i get more pics ^^

Initiater and Initiat-ee

2007-08-05T20:27:00.000-07:00

Had been really thinking about the "initiater and initiat-ee" issue since like a gazzilion years ago...and it's perfectly true that people actually tell you that--

"Oh, it's the modern era. So, as girls we can initiate, because [oppurtunities are created by our ownselves]. If the both guy and the girl does not initiate then both of them will never be together, and they'll lose their chance to ever be together. Anyhow, there is no harm to girls initiating."

To tell the truth, I was nearly caught in that trap...but deep down I never ever beleived in such crap. If a guy can't initiate and waits for a girl to intiate then let me tell you bluntly, that guys is not worth your time and energy and your "next-half-of-your-life". Because if he does'nt have the guts to even initiate to the one he loves now, will he be a good, "brave", initiating husband then?? I seriously doubt so.

Yes, the saying that "oppurtunities are created by our ownselves" is true.....but on different growns, and if on this matter, would be for the guys and guys only. If the guy that you like does not initiate, then he's definately not the one for you, and bluntly, would you want to live with a "chicken" the rest of your life?? Think about it...and don't forget to pray too. The article below is really good...maybe it will help you understand more on this as it helped me... :D

"Sisters, all the advice from Vogue, Glamour, and Cosmopolitan that talks about going after and getting your man, all the blather about how in this day and age it is just as acceptable for you to initiate as for him, is just that—blather. Be confident and trust your feelings on this matter. Be confident that if he is the man you hope and wish him to be, he will play the man. You crackle the leaves a bit when he is in the area and let him know you are there. Then wait for him to initiate, or not. In the long run, you will be well served either way." Doing Things Right in Matters of the Heart, page 94

In their newly converted, youthful zeal, my dad and a group of his friends decided that God had called them to remain single. Dad was uninterested in the efforts of women to attract his attention. Put off by their forward manner, it was easy to think that God wasn't leading him to get married.

Until he met my mom.

When he walked into the canteen at the Christian retreat center where Mom was working for the week, she didn't try to catch his eye. Instead, she told him the canteen was closed. After pleading for a hot dog (on the grounds that he'd been serving and preaching all day and was tired and hungry) she finally relented. But to this day, Dad claims the hot dog was as cold as her demeanor. (She disputes this accusation, of course!)

My dad, who only a day before thought he would remain single, was suddenly smitten. Something in him—something that wanted to initiate, pursue, and win a woman's heart—was awakened. So he asked my mom to take a walk. And the rest, as they say, is history.

Mom used to remind my sisters and me of this story when we were tempted to try to get some guy's attention. Allow a man to win your heart, she would say. And if he doesn't want to, then why would you want him?

God created men to initiate and he created women to respond. Or, as John Ensor also puts it, "His power is in the exclamation [of love]. Yours is in the echo." When we remember this, things will work right in matters of the heart.

Animusic - 06 - Acoustic Curves

2007-07-31T22:29:00.001-07:00

Animusic - 05 - Pipe Dream

2007-07-31T22:27:00.001-07:00

this is my personal fav!!! sooo cooll man!!! ahhh....*sigh*

Animusic - 03 - Aqua Harp

2007-07-31T22:25:00.001-07:00

1st day of hols...

2007-07-30T05:48:00.000-07:00

waking up with a possitive thinking tat i would make the best out of the day was'nt such a bad idea after all hehehe....turns out tat an hour after i got up...angel asked me if i wanted to go bowling with her, chris and prisc.....and of coz i went!!! lol!! she saved me of boredom for the day!!! lol....

it was my vry vry vry 1st time bowling!!! (i touched the bowling ball b4 ok....so i'm not tat bad la... :P ) was kinda dissappointed when my ball kept falling into the "longkang".....hahaha...(hmm...i think it's the ball tat i used...lol!! jk!! ) jeez 1st time mah...so dun judge yet :D somemore got 3 pros playing wit me....abit pressure la...hehehe. hahahaha...chris was a good teacher lol.....hahaha managed to get a full strike!! one oni...but not bad dy leh for a 1st timer!! i think my leg position and throwing teknic was all wrong....but nvm la...i'm not going to play for the country anyways....lol....hahahaha....anyhow, was kinda blank when it happened....did'nt really register in my mind untill i turned around and saw 3 wide-eye-mouth ppl...hahaha... was super fun!!!woohoo....!! gosh....siao dy... :p really really did enjoy myself....

went to pizza hut for lunch in 1U........tried the cheesy-bites pizza with both prisc and chris...loved it!!! coz i love cheese!! k...let me refrase....i love melted cheese!! not the whole chunk of cold hard cheese......then again....i duno y i hate milk when i love cheese....hmmm.... -.^""" the service at this outlet is.......BAD....took them years to serve us and layan us....they look dead in short....i was kinda full by drinking the pepsi and soup by the time they served the pizza.... -.-'' '' anyhow, the time spent chatting and talking junk was fun and enjoyable!! the service? trust me...it's bad... *knowing nod*

all in all thx angel!!! hahaha....i really enjoyed our little outing together....drinking sarsi together like we are helping advertising it.... -.-'' hahaha...woohoo...!! enjoyed myself!! love you guys!! ^^

2007-07-23T01:50:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhhh.......

it's exams season yet i'm still so free!!!! God please help me!!!!

2007-07-15T21:52:00.000-07:00

emo~~~ hahahaha......eileen into this song to me....kinda like it.. :p enjoy....~~

Jehovah Jaira my provider

2007-07-10T21:48:00.000-07:00

Yay!!! i'm going for the college ball after all!!! God is good!! was kinda sad not being able to go for the college ball at first coz did'nt have the means to go, as i'm not working anymore. "oh well" was the thought that i had when i counted the fugures in my mind....as seriously....i have only enough to cover the entrance fee and not enough to get a dress lol. and honestly......i do not have a single dress in my closet!! hahahaa....how unlady-like :p

anyhow, i already prepared to not go for the ball....as i too beleived tat mayb it's God's plan to not allow me to go. so fine. then, last sunday, Prisc decided to give me one last push by asking me to rethink the whole thing...so, gingerly i agreed thinking that it would most probly not happen, yet hv abit of hope at the same time. that night i prayed if it's God's will for me to go then evrything would turn out ok and i'd manage to settle evrything.

the vry next day, my aunt juz randomly gave me RM100 and asked me to spend it and my mom juz suddenly had the mood to bring me to any boutique i wana go!! well....to me....even with the extra money....the dress would cost even more.....so, if i cant find a reasonably costed dress then i would juz forget the idea of going to the ball. so, off we went "dress hunting".....we went into evry boutique in Uptown D.J. and i could'nt find a single dress which fits my liking and which looks nice on me as the style of dresses now are.......argh...... soon, we came to the last boutique...hving no faith left....i juz went in to please my mom as she was being nice to bring me out. carelessly playing with the line of clothes in front of me, pretending to look for something, while my mom was busy looking at other stuff at the other side..... still hving the mentality of "it would b a unproductive day..", i unconciously pulled out a dress without looking at it......and it looked...impressive... so, i hurriedly went to try it on with another pile of clothes my mother picked. it turned out that the dress i unintentionally pulled out looked nice on me *beaming* :p .....but it was like RM118 for crying out loud!! (basically coz it's imported) "i dun hv tat much money!!" was my thought. as i was thinking of juz putting it back on the rack.....the boss of the shop told me tat she would sell it to me at RM100.....and my mom insisted on paying for it!! to me......the whole idea was estatic!! then again, i could'nt allow my mom to pay for it.....so we agreed to split the cost. in the end, the dress cost like RM50...to me...hahahahaha!! and i would use the rest of the money to pay the entrance fee!! God is good!! He's juz awesome :)

i juz keep thinking of this song as i think back on this whole incident......

Jehovah Jaira, My Provider,

His grace is sufficient for me.

My God shall supply all my needs,

According to His riches in Glory,

He will send His angels to guide over me.

Jehovah Jaira cares for me.

and yes.....He did :) Praise God!!

stand still

2007-07-08T08:09:00.000-07:00

Life had really been a stand-still lately....nothing much is happening....and when nothing much is happening....mood swings juz kick in like nobodies business. i cud juz sit down and stare at the walls and think of all sorts of nonsence my brain cud get it's hands on....and eventually i'd get depressed, de-motivated, negative, lazy etc. well.....not that i dun hv anything to do....i guess it's juz more of i dun hv anything interesting and motivating for me to do. it's july.....and it's kinda in the middle of nowhere....things are juz not going anywhere....everyone juz seems zombie like (maybe juz to me)....or maybe too many stuff happening during the beginning of the year that had drained me up. all in all.....it's juz so easy to get moody nowadays....

Then, i read alot these days and heard some online messages, well.....it's really true that during these stand still moments....it's the best time to seek God.....and this is the best time God could use to build you up. it's only in this moments that you are really available and that God could really reach out. and through this time, i could find myself and ground myself. but, i really need discipline and a strong motivation to move my butt!! hahaha...God is good la....and i'm juz a bum...gotta work harder dy....i'm striving and i'm making my life worth living for!!! Amen!!

Aqua Land

2007-06-11T06:23:00.000-07:00

Having a family who is apart of the Children Ministry is'nt so bad some times....as i had the opportunity to follow them to AquaLand in KLCC....but with the condition that i help look after the kids....they are having an evangelistic activity called "The Holiday Fun Club"....and approximately 200 kids registered for this activity this year. so, in order to bring 200 kids for this type of outdoor activity....lotz of helper and teachers are needed. with that, i was a "teacher" for the day lol....and i was assigned 4 boys, who wud follow me like little chicks to a hen. well, being boys they are not so bad as i thought they wud b.....instead of me explaining the names of the fishes to them....they took on the task and explained evrything to me hahahaha....so cute....and all i said was "oh...really ar?", "wow, good u know", "wah lidat ar...", "ooo ic...", ...plus a really good facial expression...hahahaha..... the outing was'nt so bad la hehehe...

this is called "Blubber Jelly" kinda cute actually~

"Lion fish".....erm...haha no comment...

"dragon fish"

it's crazily huge!!!!! trust me!! i wonder what wud happen if i actually fall in the aquarium....*shiver*

errr....i duno what is a monkey doing in this place....but...ya...there it is....it actually posed when we wanted to take a shot at it^^ cool monkey~

this.....this.....is some shark...duno what it is....juz lay there and not moving a muscle...weird....

according to the guy working here....this shark is named "Cheryl"!!!! hahahahaha...and it's the largest shark in the aquarium!!

the kids....looking with mouths wide open....and telling each other what they know....or they think they know...hahaha

another shark...no name....but this have a parasite following it around.

i told the kids that the parasite is the shark's 'servent'.....hehehe..quite true wat...

some other shark....look at it's jaws....

it does not move and it looks fake....but it's real.....the eye moves.....it's called "parrot fish"....duno y....sud call it stone fish or something...

"Puffer fish"

puffs up when u kacau it ahahah....

ppl actually die eating it in Japan....but they still wana eat and it's a delicacy.....degil betul...

"sting-ray"
i'm not amused...i only know it's tasty on a plate and one of it's allies killed Steve Irwin...hehe...

"Green turtle"

it's HUGE!! trust me.....it's the size of the makan table at mamaks!! scary....

some lonely fish.....duno y my bro took it's picture....

i think it's tuna.....hahaha...mayb not....looks nice in a pack...

my brother's catch of the day...... -.-'''' so he says.....

welcome back to uni

2007-06-07T01:53:00.000-07:00

after approx 3 weeks of holidays...i'm back to uni. this semester is a short sem....which is only 1 and a half months of pure torture. and meaning that assignments and all wud b coming in at the speed of light....

i have 2 classes this sem(not easy)....i have d same lecturer from last semester for one of my class...he's one word.....LAZY!!! sigh...but then again, i've gotten kinda used to him dy and he marks fair...so praise God and God help me.

d other lecturer is a 'she' and she claims to be a psychologist and cud read our minds and manipulate us to NOT LIKE TEACHING!!??!?!?! (sigh...all sorts of lect) well....i kinda dislike her sooo much once i see her.....well...mainly coz the 1st thing she did was scolded us once she walked in. scold bout wat? bout our dressing(cannot wear sleeveless, sleeve must b longer..etc), not being prepared for class(she did'nt even give us notes!!!!), bout not 'looking' like a teacher, ask us to rethink ourselves and whether we r fit for this job.....and the list goes on. the class was super quiet man!! c la.....ppl say studing to b a teacher is easy...plz think again...all the mental pressure and torture we get is endless....not to mention the ones to come...sigh... after all the shelling....she finally starts lesson by asking endless questions and makes us answer one by one....and the irritating thing is that she kept refering to us as "Cikgu___" while she smirked at us...so my name is "Cikgu Sharon"(for this class)....

k for this class i hv 4 other chinese friends and mind u...they are all not english educated so they are not vry fluent in english...so when the lect asked them questions, they do not know how to answer....and as usual...being part of the group...i'm being looked down too even b4 she ask me anything. boy....i prayed like mad man. finally it was my turn to answer....n i gave my best shot...and man....u sud really c her face.....she was utterly shocked tat i spoke fluent english(tat showed her....then again this is not the 1st class tat i was given this treatment..). but i really thk God for mercy and for protecting me all the way....and for not allowing me to humiliate Him....coz i really wud'nt wan to...and it really means so much to me to shine for Him. well...not it's only the beginning of the semester....so not much could be said now....but i pray and hope u guys cud pray for me too...to b able to get through this in one piece...and tat God will juz carry me through....hahaha....come to think of it....the YC college ball is one way to release stress...haha... Praise God in all i do!!!!

Mr Right

2007-06-05T06:02:00.000-07:00

Mr Right, Mr Right, you seem really far,
Mr Right, Mr Right, I really want to know who you are.
Will you be in my life really soon?
Or just maybe not that so soon...

Brown eyes, Black hair and of course a great character too,
Sigh...I feel that I already know you.
But will I recognize you when we meet?
Am I sure that you are all I really need?

Unassure, puzzled, confusion filled my mind,
Oh Lord, tell me, when yould be the right time?

"Wait"
A voice just said,
"I know the plans I have for you,...just wait."

Counting the hours, counting the days,
Waiting seems so far away,
So, jeez Lord, give me a break.

But I know this method of old,
Patience leads to many great things untold.

So for now, I'd just pray,
That you'll be in the Lord's hands everyday.

Look to the Lord in everything you do,
Seek His wisdom and strength too.
You'll be the best...you really would do,
For He made me specially for you.

Now grow in the Lord day by day,
Seek Him first is all I pray.
We'll meet one day, I know we would do,
And I'll try to be my best just for you.

So, whatever the time and day would be,
I love you and so it shall be.

it's so june

2007-06-04T07:22:00.000-07:00

looky look look!!! it's june dy!! gosh, i still have this feeling that the year have only started. time juz really fly. i duno bout evryone, but i'm feeling really unsettled lately. hmm mayb unsettled is not the word....jumpy?....no....complacient, lazy, bored, emo(sometimes) and aimless. it's like i hv something in me that is so not willing to sit still....like it's gonna jump out anytime soon. man....i really need to do something!!! or mayb it's juz the mid-year blues....i do hope this feelings goes away....

well....i'm gonna b jobless again soon...actually in days time. coz i'm stopping speech therapy with the kid i'm teaching, as he is able to go for homeschool already and i'm not needed anymore...hurray? hahha...well, i'm happy for him, really....but it still makes me wonder what will my next step be....juz studing till i graduate? well, i guess i really do need to concentrade on my studies dy, as it is really starting to get intensed now. God U must really guide me along this new page of my life....so much is changing....mayb too much too soon? i really need lotz of U now... then again...haha i guess prisc is right.....i DO need a hobby to keep me occupied...but what hobby? hahaha

woohoo....YC college group is having a College Ball at Ritz Carlton Hotel!! at juz RM75. the theme is Hansel and Gretel...meaning 'bro and sister'....hv lotz of interesting stuff in this ball....but ....hmm...now...the million dollar question!!! should i go??? hahahaha.....well come ask me more is any of u ppl reading this is interested la:)

Cool Chewing Gum Commercial

2007-05-30T06:38:00.001-07:00

this is totally fun man!!!

Wishing u all the best...

2007-05-28T08:40:00.000-07:00

Pictures…moving pictures…pictures of the past flash through my mind like a movie playing on itself. Bits and pieces of memorable moments plays itself with faded colors passed by one by one. It was times of joy…valuable memories.

Huffing and puffing as I half jogged towards the waiting area, wondering how much time do I have left, debating whether it would be a good idea to cry or laugh. Looking pass faces that filled with uncertainties just doesn’t help much either. So, it would just have to resort to a smile and a hug.

The routine of it felt robotic; emotions were just everywhere. As only the eyes could tell the secrets of the heart. Chitter-chatter and away we go, filling ourselves up as much as we could eventhough nothing seems to matter now.

Time oh unforgiving time. It just flies pass you without a second glace of hope and mercy. A speech of gratitude is given, a prayer is said. Something just hits the spot and there it goes again. Streams of pearls flow down endlessly. Shatters of hearts could be heard. No one seems to want to let go; no one seems to care. Everything have to come out; everything needs to show. Oh why, oh why do you have to go?

A still small voice kept repeating, in a soft and soothing way. “It’s time to let go and move on.” so It says. “This is life and the way it is, nothing is forever; nothing will remain the same.” “I am here, I’ll walk everyone though, I feel for everyone, just trust me through and through.” To rebel would cost me everything; to understand would cost me none, but instead will gain more when everything is done.

Hands waved frantically, eyes meeting more then once. Adios amigos, go on and have fun. You will always be in my heart and that will never change. I’ll love you so much and will you do the same? The Lord be with you as you board the plane. Leaving on the jet plane, hah, let’s all sing! You wish me all the best, we wish you the same. All the best and till we meet again. Till we meet again:)

To: Chris, Clare, Belle, John, James, Joy and family:)

2007-05-21T08:24:00.000-07:00

hmm...it took me awhile to think of what to write...so i guess i'll post my essay frm my secondary school years on and off frm now on....hehe enjoy

Stormy Wheather
It was a fine April morning. Dawn had just broken over the land, revealing clear blue azure skies. Birds chirped merrily in greeting to the exquisite beauty that Mother Nature had availed to all in its company.
Amidst all this, a distant rumble of thunder like a war cry of Israelites ready to tear down the walls of Jericho could be heard. The rumbling sound became more distinct even as the sky turned dark and forbidding. The wind, that had been present all this while gathered in strength, and grew in intensity. Tress bent, precariously, from side to side, dancing, it would seem, to the tune of the wind. The force of the wind they were subjected to, threatened to uproot them and, possibly, blow them away like feathers.
The eerie howling of the wind and the deep, resounding rumble of thunder, worked hard in glove with one another, to create a truly terrifying sound, which would have scared the wits out of any mortal soul.
This stage of nature’s play was quickly followed by white sheets of rain that poured, with suddenness, from the sky, swiftly engulfing the whole land with precipitation. Visibility was drastically reduced and anyone caught in such a storm right then, would likely lose his sense of direction.
The storm raged on at full force, its gale-force winds lashing the land violently. Leaves, branches, torn limbs of trees, whole bushes and shrubs, rocks and stones, and all kinds of vegetation, were cast into the air, like deadly missiles, with ease, by the mighty storm.
Lightening blazed through the darkened skies, briefly illuminating the land with its majesty. For a few good seconds, the cracks of thunder filled the air resoundingly, sending out vibrations though the air, again and again. Nature was at work, thrilling any potential spectator with its very own version of a fireworks display.
Great torrents of water swept down the mountain slopes, washing along soil, stones, pebbles and even gargantuan rocks. Both flora and fauna fell victim to the storm, too, either drowned or killed by the great rivers of water that swept at or over them, sending them to their watery graves.
For what seemed like an eternity, the storm showed no sign of breaking. The land, helpless to its entire doings, suffered much torment. Then, as abruptly as it had all begun, the storm scaled down to a drizzle.
The sky cleared like magic. Everywhere, though, the storm left behind souvenirs of its passing. Debris of various kinds littered and strewn the land in testimony to its cruel and terrifying power, to which man had practically no protection. Indeed, the storm has demonstrated to one and all, an invaluable lesson on its destructive might and its ability to cause untold destruction on earth.

weird world

2007-04-14T06:42:00.000-07:00

life has dealt a hard hand on me recently.....not vry good to begin with...i'm juz coping and praying for mercy. i really need prayer...

chinese new year!!!

2007-02-20T04:56:00.000-08:00

this year's chinese new year is abit different as i would not b visiting my father's side as both my grandparents are not around anymore.....so i spent the whole of chinese new year with my mom's side. it was not tat bad....coz my cousins provided PS2, gameboy advance and a laptop full of games for me to pass the time hahaha....so it's eating, playing, eating and playing.....*gosh...i think i gained some weight*....

hv u ever hv anyone saying to u tat they wud want to b like u one day? well....i got it loads of times frm my younger cousin sister.....i used to push this comment aside with the thought of 'she's just a kid'....but now....she form1 dy....i don't thing i could use this as an excuse anymore....kinda pressurising as...WAT IN THE WORLD DO YOU SEE IN ME????.....

sence1 (a vry long years ago...)

cousin:"sharon jie jie...wat u wana b when u grow up?"

sharon:"i wana b a teacher:)"

cousin:"oh...so nice. y?"

sharon:"coz i hv interest in it and teaching is fun^^."

cousin:"i wana b like u when i grow up!!"

sharon:*smile*

sence2(few years ago)

cousin:"sharon jie jie....u finish ur SPM dy what u doing now?"

sharon:"i'm working part time as a kindergarten teacher:)"

cousin:"oh must b really nice haha.."

sharon:"haha ya not bad...coz they really cute"

cousin:"i oso wana b like u next time:)"

sharon:"k next time we c la...hehehe..."

sence3(not so long ago..)

cousin: "sharon jie jie...wat u studing as?"

sharon:"oh....i'm taking bechelor of education..."

cousin:"wat's tat?"

sharon:"er...b teacher wan..."

cousin:"oh wat u wana teach?"

sharon:"i wana teach english:)"

cousin:"oh ya....yes...sharon jie jie *looking straight at me in the eye* i wana b like u when i grow up!!"

sharon:*weary smile* "oh ok...haha.."

sence4(just awhile ago)

cousin:"sharon jie jie....u working ar?"

sharon:"ya...i'm half working and studing"

cousin:"u working as kindergarden teacher rite?"

sharon:"no i stopped dy....now i working as speach therapist:)"

cousin:"wat is tat?"

sharon:*explain........*

cousin:"cool....i wana do all tat u do when i grow up!!"

sharon:*duno wat to do smile*"er.....ok.....hehehe"

i so duno but....i'm juz a person trying real hard to b what God wans me to b and persuing my dreams....i've flaws....and i bet she'd seen it all....these sences are so cute but hey....vry pressure la....hehehe...gotta buck up dy...

me in choing sam:P
*BLEH dun show u the full thing...

the night b4 chinese new year...

2007-02-20T04:29:00.000-08:00

CHINESE NEW YEAR is here again!!!! oh well....it's a time where chinese sit together as a family to eat, talk, watch TV and eat again^^ hahaha plus it's the year of the pig....so eating is ok for this year hahaaha....
as usual....all the ladies in the house(excluding me) would b in the kitchen preparing dinner on the night before chinese new year....so as the younger generation....we wud hv nothing much to do but wait....so, we decided to head off to the park which is oni 5 minutes walk away. man....i love the swing....but not much of enjoying coz hv to baby-sit my cousin....actually i gotta baby-sit all of my cousin coz i'm the oldest grandchild in this side of the family...sigh....oh well....hahaha he's cute though...

my cousin and i.....he's actually standard 1.

watching him go down.....*please don't fall*

sharon:"Eh John! wat u doing?!? come here to jaga him!!"

cute lllleeeehhh....^^

i think he stepped on HIS toe....:p

dog-gone world

2007-02-05T01:17:00.000-08:00

i've nothing much to do...so i was juz browsing through the web and stumbled upon these...!!! puppies!!! there are lots of variety of puppies...but here are those which i love!!:)

Alaskan Klee Kais
(SUPER cute!!)

Alaskan Malamutes

Alpine Dachsbrackes

American Crocker Spaniel

(this colour is nice^^)

American Eskimo dog
(looks more like our 'home-grown' "kopi dog")

to be continue.....

2007-02-04T20:28:00.000-08:00

i'm floating~~~ hehehe nvm.....

they just cant stop the torture!!

2007-01-26T19:32:00.000-08:00

after slotting like a cow to maintain a good cgpa for all my semester to get the scholarship offered by my uni (praise God that He sees me through).....i still cant get it..!!! Y? coz they so nicely decided to change the scholarship offering scheme! actually, THEY CHANGE IT EVERY DARN SEMESTER!! i'm so fedup of them!! can't they just make up their silly minds?!?!?! in one sentance....this uni does not hv standard!!
[one day they say i cud get the scholarship after maintaining cgpa 3.5 and above for the whole of my foundation. after maintaining, they say i cud oni get the scholarship after my 1st semester of my degree with maintaining cgpa 3.5 and above. again after slotting, they finally say again "oh, the scheme changed(with a smile). u could oni get a scholarship after going through 3 semester of your degree.(still smiling)"]
i just feel like smashing into pieces.....if they don't wana give it to me just say so!! y give me all the false hope?!?!?! and making me look like a total idiot walking into the admin office evry single semester asking for a scholarship , untill the admin lady recognizes me!!!! this sucks!!! the uni sucks!!! the admin worse still!!
God do somthing please!!! eventhough i got the PTPTN loan (thank you so much God!!), i still don't hv enough to cover my whole fees....i'm like 6thousand bucks plus short!!! is there any other 'no-strings-attached' scholarship available out there? God i seriously don't know anymore....help me!!!

Prehistoric shark...

2007-01-25T23:13:00.000-08:00

it's so cool yet quite scary as well.....wow-ness!!

http://uncutvideo.aol.com/videos/a4b81da5e5e9b7639bc2f732840b6a9b

I'M BACK!!!...for good?

2007-01-25T06:13:00.000-08:00

argh...now i beleive that blogging is contagious....i thought tat i would stop blogging for good and here am i...hving the craving to blog again after reading a few blogs. is it a good thing? lol....^^

i'm in my second semester in my degree now.....praise God for helping me in my 1st sem!! now i pray that He will be with me through my second sem and the sem to come!! this sem is quite challenging for me as i hv 2 siao lecturers (which semester do i go through without siao lect...? ). and again...praise God too as i am in the same lecture class with Angel!!! so cool!! now i dun hv to worry about lousy group members who shove all their work to me!! ( one stress level down...) God help me!!

yes...much had happened since i stopped blogging....and now is like 2007!! can u believe it? and CNY is like round the corner!! (pisst....ppl i wan my ang pau k? i dun care if u are not married, as long as u are older then me can dy :D) means that, january is ending soon and i'm done with 1/4 of my semester!! hahaha...time flies does'nt it? man...so many memories of so many wonderful stuff that happened to me since i started college....and so many wonderful ppl i've known..sigh....(feel like tearing...) oh well...life goes on...haha...

k i wana acknowledge a friend who had flown off to never never land...lol...to US...miss u la...haha...take care...God Bless....

this was like super long time hahaha....hugz

2006-11-21T05:37:00.000-08:00

asgnmts, quiz, finals, irritating members, changable situations, work, stress.....argh when will all these end? i feel so up tight!! i cant breath at times! i would blow up soon!! patience running dry!!! need to cool of....Lord, i really need help, need You everyday to save myself from me!! everything is running haywire! i need nothing more but your sweet touch....save me!!!

2006-11-07T00:36:00.000-08:00

The molding may be painful.....but the results would be wonderful!!

sick?!?!?

2006-10-23T07:32:00.000-07:00

argh...i'm sick..!! not sick in the head lah...(mayb a little hehe)...sick as in fever...cough...and the list goes on...!
i've not been sick for soooo long and now it really sucks.....it all started with a vry dry throat during cg last friday...i really needed a drink but my bag was like a direct north from me...sigh...so i had to wait till cg ended until i finally get a drink haha...well, it did'nt work either as the water i had was not enough...so i had to wait till i get back home...my throat was so dry i had difficulty breathing and swollowing sliver. i thought it was just som thing which would go away after a good night rest...(which obviously did'nt work) so the next day, i got fever of nearly 100(woohoo~ with loads of scarsm). i nvr felt so sick in such a long time....i took penadol and went straight to bed and woke up fever free!! but...it's not over yet....my throat was still sore(i could speak then)....i tot it was alrite so i ate and drank like normal....in the end...today...monday..i can barely speak..(in my normal voice) and i cud barely breath either...coz the flam had stored itself nicely somwhere near my breathing pipe...at that, i had to visit the doctor(which i dun really like to..) and got myself hooked to medicine for the time being!(so much for muruku and chocolates for deparaya...sheesh..) btw, i the doctor says i hv sensitive lungs, which means i can get near smoke and stuff...haha...and my "sickness" could vry well b caused by smelling too much haze....thx to the indonesians...
well...i guess...i really need to eat more vitamins to get my antibody ready for the next strike!! or better never a next...

u'll get wat u came for!!

2006-10-17T07:12:00.000-07:00

wow...had been a busy bee lately...untill i dun even hv time to blog....hahaha...now my chatterbox is closed...lol! nvm..i think i can live with it!(hopefully)
hehe...ya life is filled with assginments and quizzes and tests these few days...cant really think straight at times! had a course forum just few days ago....if we do it, we will attain marks for it...so i did it and guess wat? a sucky guy juz copied my forum bulat-bulat and posted it to the lecturer!! i was furious man!! imagine all the work i've done to finish my work and he juz copied it!! imediately i mailed the lect....(we'll see how he get away with this!)...and to my utter joy...the lect say he will give those who copy 0% for it! (beat tat!) well...tat's wat he get for coping my hard "sweat and blood"!!
oh well besides uni....life had been real rocky lately....got lotz to think and struggle about...but come to think of what the pastor say last week! "if u are struggleing...means u are going the right way.." sounds comfortin:) well...need prayer and God all the way la!!

my fav for now.....;p

2006-09-18T07:03:00.000-07:00

har har har.....wondering y i post these up? one....i dun hv any idea wat to post, coz my life so far not vry interesting:p two....i'm on korean cute guy and gal craze:p don't u think the guys are hot and the gals are chun chicks? ahahaha i juz cant help it man...!!! sigh...y Malaysia no cute guys....if got oso all taken hahaha....:p
clazes are as usual...if not...it's getting better la....but still hv to pray coz stil hv som prob wit the administration and all...useless ppl...argh...as for cute guys in uni? DREAM ON!!! (yes yuen....i'll set my eyes on where it is suppose to be:p)
i taught bible claz one week back....was not really wat i expected...bah...i actually nearly past-out hahaha...i blacked-out in between lesson and was super afraid....the ppl are juz sitting there staring at me...man i feel like a fool....haha but hey it's all experience....next time i must be more prepared!!!!! (darn...hard to please ppl...:p) oh well....take it as training ground for me:p

"Life is not a bed of roses. Even of it is...roses have thorns too you know"

live in uni has begun!!

2006-09-05T07:15:00.000-07:00

ohh well.....the beginning of 3 whole years of studing in uni has begun since last monday...!! lotz to b done, lotz to b prepared for and lotz to handle! i've been cutting and pasting my notes frm powerpint form to microsoft words form for 4 classes for the past few days...!!! i'm getting quite fedup wit it dy hehehe....in degree...the amount of notes seems to be more then foundation...(tat's y it is much more expensive...sheesh..)
anyhow, i gotta admit tat coming back to uni had beem real challenging for me as i have to put up wit the lousy admin and work loads again....no more long holidays for me for 3 years!!! thinking of tat juz makes me sick....:p oh well...it's life..!!
this semester i've been given 2 IT subjects....gaah...if u know me well enough, u'll know tat i really hv no interest in IT stuff and not good at it, yet i'll given this sub to study and i tell u i really need all the prayer and help in those sub as i can get....i seriously need to maintain my cgpa in order to get the silly scholarship...sigh...oh, i did'nt mention...ya..i was suppose to get my scholarship after foundation...instead, now i'm supposed to get another 3.5 and above cgpa for this sem oni i can get the scholarship....so, for now...i'm praying i can get the PTPTN loan juz for safety...incase the lousy uni decides to change their mind again...i really need prayer....
oh well...life is gonna b alittle busy for me now...i've my 1st assignment on my second day of claz...so i guess it's back to work for me....

starting my degree in days time!!!!

2006-08-15T18:39:00.000-07:00

yaaa...time really does flies!!! now is already towards d end of the month dy and my degree wud b starting next week!! well, so long free times, so long lepaking! haha..wud really hv to buck up now that i hv to study....canot lazy dy!!!(NoOoOoOo....) but, honestly speaking, studing izz'nt dat bad after all lorh....all i hv to do is pray for a group of cool, hardworking, helpful, christian friends to keep me going all d way in uni....and good, hardworking(not over hardworking) lecturers who hv favour on me...and God to b wit me always!!!:D u may ask y i say tat...it's coz it's nvr easy surviving in my uni witout all these...especially God!!!
before i go any further..i'm proud to say tat i finally QUITED KUMON!!! woohoo!!!!! no more late night workings for me man!!!! now i can go to prayer meetings without asking for permission!!! muahahahha!!! i'm juz so happy tat this face of my life is over!!!
at the same time, i started my new job(actually had been nearly a month dy:p)....speach therapy. i'm juz so happy to say tat the kid i'm teaching is progressing and i really praise God for tat!!! he's saying stuff dy...d oni thing he needs now is full concerntration!!! his concerntration span is super low.....which at the same time is testing my patience....(i see white hair coming out...) i duno how long will this job last me...but, seeing the kid improve in his condition is good enough dy...:)
well, i'm glad to say that this is the last week i'm learnng music in my teacher's place!!!! woohoo!!! no more worring about not practicing tat silly piano after next monday!!!! btw, ppl plz keep me in prayer as i wud b sitting for my grd 7 practical test next monday!!! i need lotz of prayer i can get!!!
so, that's my life so far.....i bet it'll get more exciting!!!

time flies...

2006-08-04T00:40:00.000-07:00

yeap! i know it's been a really long time since i actually blogged...for one i'm kinda lazy to blog dy....haha....anyhow, my holidays are coming to an end soon!! wud start my uni on d 22nd of august!! goodbye long comfy naps....goodbye waking up late in the mornings...goodbye free times....goodbye bumming around....haha...well...it's life la...
anyhow, my music practical wud b on d 21st august. plz pray for me!!! my teacher is driving me nutz by commanding me to practise day and night, persuring me to do well, making me sing my aural till i'm perfect and worse of all shouting at me if i'm not good at anything!! i'm so sick and tired of her dy......super stressed....sigh...but,thk God i manage to pull through till today:D Lord juz give me few more weeks and i'm done wit her for good!!!

i'm back!!!

2006-07-24T21:34:00.000-07:00

after many days of servicing this computer...it's finnally done!! woohoo...took me a few days to install back all my stuff....:)
so much happened this few days...at camp and even after...took some time to reflect on this 7 months..and in conclusion..i can only say God had and will always b good and great!! eventhough i'm facing som crap this month and will b till mid august...i pray tat God will sustain me in it...honestly my music is crap...my aural is crap...i duno y but i need God to sustain me and renew me evry single day..i'm super tried...no doubt i enjoyed evryday of my life...but music is sucking the life off me...my teacher is not making things easy for me...and i'm so tired and sick of it...and honestly, crying juz dun help much...
camp was fun, but there is somthing diff about this camp tat i cant explain....yes, it a super short camp...but, the speaker spoke volume into me....about trusting in God and keeping ourselves during our trails....which God gave to mold us into somthing better...i for one...cant wait to see wat i become after all these molding...i juz pray God will b by my side as i face it:)

2006-07-17T08:11:00.000-07:00

argh....my com is in so much trouble....things in my com r disappearing(besides my E: drive..apparently my bro did'nt delete my stuff...haha...oops..)...yea...took d com to d shop last saturday and d repairman did somthing to it...got it back now...and still have trouble getting into windows as usual...have to restart several times to actually log in(was kinda hot tempered when i manage to get in)....called d guy and was told dat our harddrive rosak....argh...at the same time, my dad found out that d guy who installed windows into d com for us when i 1st bough it cheated us, as he did'nt install all d security stuff which he was suppose to install and etc into our com...sigh...wat to do?
anyhow...since i'm on9 now...juz to let u noe...I STRAIGHTEN MY HAIR!!! (hey cheryl..i finally did it!! wohoo!!) hehehehe...so proud of myself...hahaha...i actually do not hv to comb my hair when i wake up...plus..no more tangles!! hehe...well..it's not actually super straight..but straight enough for me to b satisfied:) pics....? wait till my com actually recover oni i post la...haha...thx Yuen!!! so r super man thx!!!

joke of d day!!
y does superman wears red underwear?
coz spiderman choose blue already!!!

NOoOoOOO....

2006-07-11T19:23:00.000-07:00

was intending to post som pics today and found out tat my entire file in E drive was deleted!!!! along wit all my pics and stuff!!!! i feel so faint now as i think bout it......come to think of it...it cud b either my dad or my bro....coz i wud nvr simply delete anything....let alone my stuff!!!! argh!!!! i wan my personal com now!!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO.......................

my life.....so far...

2006-07-03T20:19:00.000-07:00

well....much had been going on the last ending half of the week for me...and i'm just drained out of my energy by sunday and i got a little sick by then....at least i'm better now...(i've not been sick for quite awhile dy:p)

last friday, i had my training on the speach therapy for autistic children and a hands-on session with the kid. man, it's not as easy as it seems and it's not wat u think it would seem to be too... if u think speach therapy is just teaching a child how to talk by doing it in a class like way....u r totally wrong man!! it's sorta like play therapy....hahahaha....if u know wat i mean... i hv to play wit the kid in order to teach him d word. and again....but....it's not as easy as playing with a normal kid...as we need to follow structure to play wit them...ok i'll brief on autism abit..so u'll hv an idea...

autism
-kids who are perfectly normal. they can talk, play, interact at once upon a time and the next day they can change into a total stranger....they will not talk, play or even recognize their parents....
-they tend to stare into space, hv self-stimulary habits (etc. playing wit a particular toy or doing an act for hours), pileing up or lining up toys in a manner, some will even do self-injury, and the most classic is tat they will nvr hv eye-contact with anyone and the list goes on....
-they just cant play like a normal child do
-each autistic child is different from the other...some are even aggrasive..

yea tat's d basic thing bout it....so basicly, i hv to make d kid look at me, hv eye-contact, and evrytime he looks at me, i do somthing silly or play wit him to reward him for it. the moment he looks away, i stop. and try to make som noise or gusture to make him look back at me. and mind u, it's not easy. man, tat kid is so lucky to get to see me b a clown hahaha.... anyhow, i hv my fears...i'm afraid tat i cant dig anything out from him...i'm afraid i'll b a failure...i'm afraid he does'nt like me....God must really help me...coz i wan to make a diff coz i'm a christian and wanna prove tat with my God anything is possible...pray for me...i'm starting this friday...

moving on.....i hv my silly music concert on saturday and well.....it went well i gotta say....i did make a little mess in my duet(and nearly passed out)...but thk God i manage to pull myself together to finish d piece... d fun part was...A CUTE GUY TALKED TO ME!!!!! ahhhh...he's so cute....i'm like jelly-fied man!!!(faint) it's worth it la....hahaha..... (love is in d air~~~lalala~~)*for now... anyhow, yea d lousy part came where i hv to b degraded into a guy for a dance....my teacher's assistent did my hair for me and i ended up looking like Totti from Italy...u noe d football player....*so ppl say.....hahaha guess wat? i'm both pretty and handsome at the same time!!! (so sickening@.@) anyhow, i'm glad it's all over...hahaha

so sunday came and i went for d autism seminar at UM (University Malaya)...and i gotta say tat d facility there not bad la...compared to me uni(lousy)...yup...and there was when i got really sick....i was ok on the 1st half of the seminar and on the ltr half i felt like volmiting and i felt a fever coming....urgh...i nvr felt so sick in my life...and i'm sick in public....darn... wat to do...i had to bertahan until d end of the thing and head home....haha...i guess i was super tired as i had not much sleep those few days...well...at least i'm better now...

women.....sigh!!

2006-06-29T06:11:00.000-07:00

went to Lo'real warehouse sale at Crown Princess Hotel today with Joanne and her friend.....was quite an experience...so to say hehehe...okok...it's madness man i tell u!!!! i did'nt know women could get siao when it comes to sale.....well...i know...but never actually see one till today!!!

hahaha...was kinda expecting it to b a quiet sale as..... gosh it's Thursday for crying out loud!! ppl sud b at work right?!?! (or so we thought...) we kinda went to d sale expecting everything but a crowd (so i thought...). low and behold, we were shocked to find crowd of women crowding d entrance to the sale...crowd nvm u noe....but they r not even lining up!! so basicly, evryone was pushing each other.....more of stampeading each other to get into the ballroom. (btw, the ppl incharge oni allows a certain amount ppl in at a time, so now u noe y ppl push their way in...)

so, we sorta line ourselves up and tried not to b part of the siaoness.....in the end we found ourselves pushed further and further in....not to mention breathing karbon dioksida....(ooo...b4 i forget...men even came to this warehouse sale....talk about menlyness hahaha:p) when we gotten nearer the door...the pushing was terrible!!! all i cud see was bodies evrywhere....i had to hold joanne's hand to stay together.....(if u r imagining...it's worse then queing to get on the bus)...i cud even hear ppl screaming and shouting in pain and calling ppl from the back to not push!!! at one point.....i think someone actually fell down....@.@!!!! we dun even hv to move to get in....ppl will juz push u in!!

wow.....at least i'm still in one piece hehe...anyhow....it was an experience haha....!!! yea...but...the stuff was'nt cheap either...we came out empty handed in the end...hehehe...all the squashing we got for nothing hahaha...!!! an aunty even told d saleswomen this : "i had been pushed and squashed outside and the things here are so expensive!!! cheaper la!!" haha...part of me wanted to go over and sokong her...but....neh.....hehehe....

with that, we had to take d lrt back to bangsar station to get to joanne's car at the outdoor parking lot....and man wat a surprise we had haha...!! we were all blur bluring around, getting ourselves seated in the car when we noticed somthing bizzare on d car's bonnet.....RAW CHICKEN FOOT!!!! YUCK!!! hahahaha...and joanne was about to eat her kfc bun....hahaha....so weirdly funny!!! how it got there we duno....but i assume it's d crow's doing.....:D

anyhow, i really had fun and had an interesing day....thk joanne for inviting me!!! hahaha...so cute la....ur expression when u saw d chicken on ur car...hugz!!!

2006-06-26T19:47:00.000-07:00

went to my friend's place to help her out in her college project...and found out that after nearly 2whole months of not touching books...my brain is filled wit cobwebs...took me extra bloodcells to push my brain into gear....i think i better renew my library card when i go to church...:p..some reading will really help...
argh...still cant help believing that i miss cg for silly music concert...sigh...hey dun even expect me to post pics bout it..hahaha...i dun even wan to remember it...so bleh...dream on ppl!!! if i miss cg becoz i go paktou then i dun mind lorh....tat is if anyone crazy enough to want me hahaha....
okok...i'll post somthing when i've somthing to write about...haha...

skipping cg and yc...NoOoOo...

2006-06-20T19:50:00.000-07:00

sigh...i'm hving alot on my mind lately...got so much bottled up and i guess it's time i let it out.....or mayb d holidays are getting at me...haha...hope so...

well, i guess it's time i update about my life eh! to start off, this week i would b teaching Bible Class...cool eh?!!:) hehe...i'm still preparing and praying tat God will give me wisdom, courage and strength to teach. i really thank God for giving me d chance to serve Him especially in this area which would help out greatly in my career next time:) i'm still praying!!! hehe....

well....aside from this happy stuff...i'm real sad to say tat i wud not b able to make it for both church and cg the following week!!!! argh....i feel like screaming my lungs out...! actually i'm missing YC for a much better cost compared to cg....sigh....

the reason i', gonna miss cg is coz....my music school is gonna hv a concert and friday night is sorta a last preparation day...so evryone is complusary to go!! so if u noe me well enough, u'll know tat i'm not keen on hving anything to do wit my music classes...(sorry if i sound bitter..but if u study in my teacher's school of music...u'll understand..) d worse part is, i'm chosen to play d worse part in d dance....sigh...dunwan to mention bout it...it will all go away...i hope...well, if i oni miss cg...i dun think i wud feel tat bad after all...but sadly i'm missing yc as well...(talk about trading gold with sand...i'm refering this to d music one...hehe..)

as for missing sundays' yc....i hv a good enough reason....ok...yesterday, my mom's friend called me and asked me if i'm interested to take up this job called the "speech therapist", which is to help ppl with optism(if i spelled it correctly). meaning ppl who r hving problem with speech, they are normal ppl, but late in speech and some of them slow in their reactions. and currently there is only one professional therapist in Malaysia...so the chances are vry good and ppl are willing to pay rm80 per hour if u can work alone as a professianal. d aunty will provide me with all the training and she will pay me rm20 per hour. (not bad right...:D) oh...btw, her son is hving this problem...so he is my training kit...but he's so cute!! anyhow....ya...so sunday, d professional from overseas will come and give a talk...erm...sort of seminar...and it's mayb a whole day thing...sigh...so conclusion...i cant make it for YC too.....sadness....well....it'll hv to do...:) so ppl, keep me in prayer ya....yiks..i'm stressed out eventhough i'm on hols...perfect! (rite)

2006-06-19T20:44:00.000-07:00

http://www.dayspring.com/movies/view.asp?moviename=comfort.swf&movieheight=485&moviewidth=726

Taged....bleh:p

2006-06-18T20:06:00.000-07:00

huh....? y me? 8 critirias of Mr. Right? hmmm......( actually i hv more then 8 lorh.... )
okok...here goes...8 oni ar....

1. he gotta b a christian tat loves God and put God 1st in evrything he do!!! coz if a man loves God, he will also know how to love his wife... (anyone who agrees say amen! hahaha...!) i dun care what happened ( for those who know... ), tat event had taught me enough thk you!

2. aiya, no need hunk hunk all la....if can look at and can show off to evryone can dy!! hehe.. (wun sat lai me mah:p) honestly, i hv some critiria in my family about my Mr. Right to live up to...so let's say my relatives are watching me like a hawk...both sides...as for my parents (thank God for them), are not so stressed out bout this...they say:''u like then can dy!!'' fuh...good thing...but i also dunwan sai lai them oso...(if u understand...hehe)

3. he must love me no matter what d cost!!! i dun need d flowers, cakes, chocolates and all, as long as i know he loves me and shows it (love in d heart not counted) can dy!!

4. he MUST approach me!! i dun care!!! wat this is a mordern era and all....if a guy loves a girl and dare not approach her...is a chicken!! (at least to me...)

5. he must love his kids and my family too!! must make time for d family!! (no excuse!!)

6. he must be patient wit me, good listener, corrects me in a gentle way when i'm wrong, no stupid arrguments (miracle if got such thing:p), never stop loving me, hv Godly wisdom, hv the strength to overcome evrything, good comforter, honest, does'nt mind sharing his frustrations wit me, trust me, cherish me from d bottom of his heart, kind, gentle, knows how to handle any situations and all d stuff.......

7. oh oh...ya....since i'm not a good cook....(nor hv i ever cooked)...he must not mind this!!! he can also b a darling and cook instead!!! hehehe....

8. God MUST give green light!!

hahaha....finito~ i'll tag other ppl...
1. jonathan
2. cheryl poo
hehe...i'll put in more names ltr:)

Try reading this.....

2006-06-17T01:32:00.000-07:00

Try to read this. I'm sure you can....very interesting.

fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too. Cna yuo raed tihs? i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

cool eh...hehe..

which baby r u?

2006-06-14T20:01:00.000-07:00

juz for fun oni...dun believe too much on these things :p enjoy!!

---------------JANUARY BABY--------------------
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

-----------------MARCH BABY --------------------
Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

------------------APRIL BABY -------------------
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer evryone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. hot but has brains.

-----------------MAY BABY -----------------
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

------------JUNE BABY -------------
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

----------------JULY BABY --------------
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzyat times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

------------AUGUST BABY ---------------
Outgoing personality. Takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music.Daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG . Loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by"no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. strong willed. a fighter.

------------SEPTEMBER BABY ---------------
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

---------------OCTOBER BABY -------------------
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

---------------NOVEMBER BABY --------------------
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month.

---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------
This straight-up means you r the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

Finally!!!!

2006-06-14T01:52:00.000-07:00

Tada!!!! my new rumah...hehe so proud of it!!! and finally can use colours!!!
i wana thank yuen wei for helping me in this setup!! man, i suck at all this com stuff....well, gotta learn sooner or later though:) thks yuen!!! muaks!! and thx cheryl babe for offering to help!! hugz!!!

2006-06-14T00:23:00.000-07:00

test test

2006-06-12T23:55:00.000-07:00

lalalala~