chinese new year!!!

this year's chinese new year is abit different as i would not b visiting my father's side as both my grandparents are not around anymore.....so i spent the whole of chinese new year with my mom's side. it was not tat bad....coz my cousins provided PS2, gameboy advance and a laptop full of games for me to pass the time hahaha....so it's eating, playing, eating and playing.....*gosh...i think i gained some weight*....

hv u ever hv anyone saying to u tat they wud want to b like u one day? well....i got it loads of times frm my younger cousin sister.....i used to push this comment aside with the thought of 'she's just a kid'....but now....she form1 dy....i don't thing i could use this as an excuse anymore....kinda pressurising as...WAT IN THE WORLD DO YOU SEE IN ME????.....

sence1 (a vry long years ago...)

cousin:"sharon jie jie...wat u wana b when u grow up?"

sharon:"i wana b a teacher:)"

cousin:"oh...so nice. y?"

sharon:"coz i hv interest in it and teaching is fun^^."

cousin:"i wana b like u when i grow up!!"

sharon:*smile*

sence2(few years ago)

cousin:"sharon jie jie....u finish ur SPM dy what u doing now?"

sharon:"i'm working part time as a kindergarten teacher:)"

cousin:"oh must b really nice haha.."

sharon:"haha ya not bad...coz they really cute"

cousin:"i oso wana b like u next time:)"

sharon:"k next time we c la...hehehe..."

sence3(not so long ago..)

cousin: "sharon jie jie...wat u studing as?"

sharon:"oh....i'm taking bechelor of education..."

cousin:"wat's tat?"

sharon:"er...b teacher wan..."

cousin:"oh wat u wana teach?"

sharon:"i wana teach english:)"

cousin:"oh ya....yes...sharon jie jie *looking straight at me in the eye* i wana b like u when i grow up!!"

sharon:*weary smile* "oh ok...haha.."

sence4(just awhile ago)

cousin:"sharon jie jie....u working ar?"

sharon:"ya...i'm half working and studing"

cousin:"u working as kindergarden teacher rite?"

sharon:"no i stopped dy....now i working as speach therapist:)"

cousin:"wat is tat?"

sharon:*explain........*

cousin:"cool....i wana do all tat u do when i grow up!!"

sharon:*duno wat to do smile*"er.....ok.....hehehe"

i so duno but....i'm juz a person trying real hard to b what God wans me to b and persuing my dreams....i've flaws....and i bet she'd seen it all....these sences are so cute but hey....vry pressure la....hehehe...gotta buck up dy...

me in choing sam:P
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