Animusic - 06 - Acoustic Curves

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Animusic - 05 - Pipe Dream

this is my personal fav!!! sooo cooll man!!! ahhh....*sigh*

Animusic - 03 - Aqua Harp

1st day of hols...

waking up with a possitive thinking tat i would make the best out of the day was'nt such a bad idea after all hehehe....turns out tat an hour after i got up...angel asked me if i wanted to go bowling with her, chris and prisc.....and of coz i went!!! lol!! she saved me of boredom for the day!!! lol....

it was my vry vry vry 1st time bowling!!! (i touched the bowling ball b4 ok....so i'm not tat bad la... :P ) was kinda dissappointed when my ball kept falling into the "longkang".....hahaha...(hmm...i think it's the ball tat i used...lol!! jk!! ) jeez 1st time mah...so dun judge yet :D somemore got 3 pros playing wit me....abit pressure la...hehehe. hahahaha...chris was a good teacher lol.....hahaha managed to get a full strike!! one oni...but not bad dy leh for a 1st timer!! i think my leg position and throwing teknic was all wrong....but nvm la...i'm not going to play for the country anyways....lol....hahahaha....anyhow, was kinda blank when it happened....did'nt really register in my mind untill i turned around and saw 3 wide-eye-mouth ppl...hahaha... was super fun!!!woohoo....!! gosh....siao dy... :p really really did enjoy myself....

went to pizza hut for lunch in 1U........tried the cheesy-bites pizza with both prisc and chris...loved it!!! coz i love cheese!! k...let me refrase....i love melted cheese!! not the whole chunk of cold hard cheese......then again....i duno y i hate milk when i love cheese....hmmm.... -.^""" the service at this outlet is.......BAD....took them years to serve us and layan us....they look dead in short....i was kinda full by drinking the pepsi and soup by the time they served the pizza.... -.-'' '' anyhow, the time spent chatting and talking junk was fun and enjoyable!! the service? trust me...it's bad... *knowing nod*

all in all thx angel!!! hahaha....i really enjoyed our little outing together....drinking sarsi together like we are helping advertising it.... -.-'' hahaha...woohoo...!! enjoyed myself!! love you guys!! ^^

ahhhhhhhhh.......

it's exams season yet i'm still so free!!!! God please help me!!!!

emo~~~ hahahaha......eileen into this song to me....kinda like it.. :p enjoy....~~

Jehovah Jaira my provider

Yay!!! i'm going for the college ball after all!!! God is good!! was kinda sad not being able to go for the college ball at first coz did'nt have the means to go, as i'm not working anymore. "oh well" was the thought that i had when i counted the fugures in my mind....as seriously....i have only enough to cover the entrance fee and not enough to get a dress lol. and honestly......i do not have a single dress in my closet!! hahahaa....how unlady-like :p

anyhow, i already prepared to not go for the ball....as i too beleived tat mayb it's God's plan to not allow me to go. so fine. then, last sunday, Prisc decided to give me one last push by asking me to rethink the whole thing...so, gingerly i agreed thinking that it would most probly not happen, yet hv abit of hope at the same time. that night i prayed if it's God's will for me to go then evrything would turn out ok and i'd manage to settle evrything.

the vry next day, my aunt juz randomly gave me RM100 and asked me to spend it and my mom juz suddenly had the mood to bring me to any boutique i wana go!! well....to me....even with the extra money....the dress would cost even more.....so, if i cant find a reasonably costed dress then i would juz forget the idea of going to the ball. so, off we went "dress hunting".....we went into evry boutique in Uptown D.J. and i could'nt find a single dress which fits my liking and which looks nice on me as the style of dresses now are.......argh...... soon, we came to the last boutique...hving no faith left....i juz went in to please my mom as she was being nice to bring me out. carelessly playing with the line of clothes in front of me, pretending to look for something, while my mom was busy looking at other stuff at the other side..... still hving the mentality of "it would b a unproductive day..", i unconciously pulled out a dress without looking at it......and it looked...impressive... so, i hurriedly went to try it on with another pile of clothes my mother picked. it turned out that the dress i unintentionally pulled out looked nice on me *beaming* :p .....but it was like RM118 for crying out loud!! (basically coz it's imported) "i dun hv tat much money!!" was my thought. as i was thinking of juz putting it back on the rack.....the boss of the shop told me tat she would sell it to me at RM100.....and my mom insisted on paying for it!! to me......the whole idea was estatic!! then again, i could'nt allow my mom to pay for it.....so we agreed to split the cost. in the end, the dress cost like RM50...to me...hahahahaha!! and i would use the rest of the money to pay the entrance fee!! God is good!! He's juz awesome :)

i juz keep thinking of this song as i think back on this whole incident......

Jehovah Jaira, My Provider,

His grace is sufficient for me.

My God shall supply all my needs,

According to His riches in Glory,

He will send His angels to guide over me.

Jehovah Jaira cares for me.

and yes.....He did :) Praise God!!

stand still

Life had really been a stand-still lately....nothing much is happening....and when nothing much is happening....mood swings juz kick in like nobodies business. i cud juz sit down and stare at the walls and think of all sorts of nonsence my brain cud get it's hands on....and eventually i'd get depressed, de-motivated, negative, lazy etc. well.....not that i dun hv anything to do....i guess it's juz more of i dun hv anything interesting and motivating for me to do. it's july.....and it's kinda in the middle of nowhere....things are juz not going anywhere....everyone juz seems zombie like (maybe juz to me)....or maybe too many stuff happening during the beginning of the year that had drained me up. all in all.....it's juz so easy to get moody nowadays....

Then, i read alot these days and heard some online messages, well.....it's really true that during these stand still moments....it's the best time to seek God.....and this is the best time God could use to build you up. it's only in this moments that you are really available and that God could really reach out. and through this time, i could find myself and ground myself. but, i really need discipline and a strong motivation to move my butt!! hahaha...God is good la....and i'm juz a bum...gotta work harder dy....i'm striving and i'm making my life worth living for!!! Amen!!